You know, there are many many, really many times in a day when I think that there's something that I want to blog about or just the thought of updating my blog passes through my mind, but somehow or rather, at the end of the day, I just don't. And that's thanks to the busy days I've been having thus far.

Last week passed by pretty quickly. On Wednesday, we attended a security seminar which was about the NS training for the guys and how our nation's being well equipped with well-trained armed forces, high-technology weapons and enemy-tracking systems and also, something about the integrated network system between the land, sea and air forces. I thought that it was all actually, quite boring cuz it was mainly aimed at the guys, but then again, as I was thinking about it on the way home, I realised that hey! It was actually quite interesting. I mean, you see, I've learnt some stuff! What more, I got a free notebook plus a pen with a note-sticker.
Then, on Friday, Mr. Goh treated all of us pizza again. This time round, there was a new species, it has a different crust and all of it was just so...so...uhmm...just really too delicious! Mr. Goh topped it up with some chocolates and milk lollies. All in all, I think that my classmates and I are really fortunate to have such a PEM like him. THANKS Mr. Goh. :):)

Saturday was a busy day that ended with my sis' friend's brother's wedding. It went all fine and enjoyable despite the heavy downpour.

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There're so many things in Life that I'm unsure of, but there are of course, a few things that I am very sure of, but things like planning for my future and stuff...although very imminent, I find myself neglecting it. I mean, all these while I've just been going with the flow and just trying at least, to lead a blissful way of Life. but, there have been times when I just simply neglected planning for my own future. To become an educated housewife, start my own business line was what I've always intended, but now, to think of it, will my family really be happy about it. I mean, that's definitely not what they'd expect me to do, although, of course, I know that they'll also definitely not object to it. One of my friends is so uptight on her decision to go overseas to pursue her studies even though she knows that she'll be facing some difficulties. And I really look up to her for this, I mean, how many of us here have actually really planned and did research for our Future (yaya, I mean only me). Hmmm, at least I know that I have her to look up to and to think, finally. (I wonder if she'll even be reading this, if she does, I'd want to thank her!)

So, now that I'm talking about my future...hmm..what should my next step in Life be. I don't want to just rely on my parents time and again. Even if I'd want to pursue my studies, I'll want to work 1st, you know, earn some money and if it's not enough, then I could borrow some from my parents. I mean, at least, I'll be DOING SOMETHING.

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You know, there are times in Life, I'm sure almost all of us, have been made use of in one way or another. I know that for me, I've been made use of many times, but I thought it has all ended. but guess what, no, to my dismay, no. Of course, most of my friends, I know, are so true to me, liking me for just who I am. but, I still can't accept the fact that this one friend (don't even try to guess, cuz you're so not gonna get it right plus I'm even keeping this part as short and blunt as possible to protect an identity!)has made use of me. ugh...ya, now I'm over it, but then again, will I learn my lesson. I mean, I've been through it a few times and et, I get into the same old stupid, irritating whatever again!

Whew, that felt good. I've finally blog at least sth short abt it and it's really somewhat off my chest now. You know what, really thanks to that frined now that I have found a meaning to Life, to Accept things for what they are and to Accept those who love you more than to be with people whom you love more. Yup, it makes so much sense now. However, I shall not be despondent and I know that ALLAH is always by my side. :):)

Ok, I guess I've said quite enough now. That's all for now.

Love,
NisA