How unique things can get :)

There's only one reason for my MIA and obviously it's sch.
Anyway, I've been really caught up with so many things that I find it so much more convenient to just jott down my reflections in my Diary than to have to log in here and type out everything. Furthermore, there's no internet srvice at my sis' place where I often go.

Hmm...Where do I begin. Well, Life's being taking on a cold play where I find myself often being puzzled and indecisive over so many things. Nonetheless, I'm still satisfied that I have to be occupied with many other things that overwhelm me, protecting me from the reality of wilderness. Go ahead...knock me hard in the head and tell me that it's escapism, but sad to say that albeit I realise it myself, I fail to see how I can overcome it.

Sometimes, I find myself being too gullible. I'm too naive. I'm too jejune. Somebody..just do it. JUST knock me hard...in the head... So, what's reality and what's not. How do I handle all these things that coming gushing onto me. All the experiences I've had all my Life seem to have little effect on me. Nevertheless, I know that I'm still strong. I'm still wilful. I'm still me.

To you especially: Thks so much for being there for me when I needed you. You've been a fantastic listener and a truthful person. Now that you're going, I'll miss you most dearly...:)

Love,
NisA