I'm not sure why I'm not as hardworking as I should be. When my classmates discuss about tutorials and all, I feel a bit stressed. I've yet to do a proper tutorial, pay proper attention in lecture. Most of the times I'm feeling super sleepy and it's not like I'm lacking sleep. Well, sometimes yes, I do lack sleep. But I don't see how that makes me feel sleepy almost everyday. I practise so much self control, like really. Esp. in lectures because I'm afraid of being called out. Like duh right. It's so embarrassing and it's not like I've not felt embarrased enough esp. this entire week.

I can't wait to meet up with my friends later. And also, of all days, today, I have to wear specs. It's for my lab actually. Lab was kinda interesting because I thought that I wouldn't really like these kind of machinery stuff and all, but when I tried it myself, I was intrigued.

Oh, my classmates and I had prata earlier on for lunch. Although the curry given was not able to compliment the crispy prata, the fact that the prata man was kinda handsome made up for it all. I'm looking forward to my next trip to the prata stall. haha.

That's all for now.

Love,
NisA*

Today was overall a very, very embarrassing day for me. Seriously, I'm surprised at myself. I don't know how I can be so blurr and innocent. I mean, really. I feel like my face has been thrown away and stepped on. haha. Not that serious.

Anyway, it all started this morning in sch. One of my classmates offered a sweet to me and she was wating for very long for my reply, I didn't even realise her calling me. I wonder what she thought when I finally said that I didn't want. Then, later, I accidentally bumped into this guy who was really much bigger in size than me. Why didn't I see where I was going and why didn't I notice such a big figure infront of me! Then, later, I realised that the fries in my bag was filling my bag with a very nasty smell. Ya, I know that it's disgusting, but I've successfully gotten rod of both the fries and the stench. :) Then, I interrupted a cca orientation by entering the wrong room. I couldn't find the venue for my cca orientation and even when I was on the line with my senior and he was directing me where to go, I was still so unsure. WHY. WHY ME.

I don't see why I just fail to see the most manifest things around me and instead keep doing the wrong things. I feel so inferior now. As in, these incidents really make me feel so silly. I should really, really, really do something to prevent myself from day dreaming. Hopefully, tmr will prove to be a better day.
That's it for now.

Love,
NisA*

Q1) 7 things/people that make you smile:

chocolates, my 2 nephews, a phone msg or call from a long lost friend, good grades, an unexpected gift, reminiscence of an event, my primary school photos. :)

Q2) 7 things to do to win my heart:

able to make me laugh, care for me, understand me, be romantic at times, assure me tht he's time is only for me when he's with me, buy me chocolates and just make me happy. :)

Q3) 7 things that I believe in:

ants will enter my mouth if I don't brush my teeth before sleeping, relationship with ppl around me, monotheism, better to be safe than sorry...

Q4) 7 things that I am afraid of:

cockroaches, beetles, upsetting others, being followed by a stranger, thunder, losing my handphone/wallet because of my absent-mindedness, nightmares.

Q5) 7 things that I do everyday:

eat, drink, bathe, sleep, use my handphone for some reason, talk to my family, day dreaming.

Q6) 7 things I want to see right now:

The Truth show, a new bag, a PSP with crazy taxi installed, a cure for my coughing ailment, something for me to permanently stop day dreaming, a pair of flats, my room to be painted green!

Q7) 7 people I want to do this quiz:

All my friends. :)

quiz from courtesy of pei jun.

ok. Today was officially the 1st day of sch. It was really nice to be with a new buncch of friends, esp. when you feel a certain bond that alr exists between each other. Ya, today I was waiting for aisha and surprisingly she wore green too! A very similar shade also. I was very surprised and still am. The whole day we spent laughing and talking abt the silliest things. Ya ya. nth unusual for me. haha. Anyway, today the 1st lesson was apparently lab and so, sch started 1HR later!That was really cool. Then, last lesson ended earlier too. yaay. I'm a happy girl. Oh, my notebook is extreeely heavy for me to handle it, carrying it ard daily to and fro. I'm really going to have to get used to it. Then...I bought my lab coat today with all the others and I think that I looked professional. haha. Whatever. Ya, everyone else did too. That was it and I feel very comfy now, sitting on my bed typing in here and having a bowl of green bean soup. :)

Last night, 1st bro brought my 2 sisters, my mom, my 1st nephew and me to the Singapore Flyer. It was not a very thrilling experience and I feel that there wasn't much to do. As in, one just goes there for the experience. THe wheel never stops moving the whole day, so you will have to enter and exit it WHILE it is turning. It was really ffrightening for me. Later, me and my 2 sis went for a fish spa. I seriously don't know what I was thinking of myself because I felt a sudden wave of bravery brush through me and I decided to go for it. Then, when I immersed my legs in the water filled with myriad Garra Rufa or sth like taht fish, I felt all ticklish and uncomfortable when the fish were nibbling at my legs. haha. Right now I can still feel that nibbling sensation. It was really uncomfy. So, I kept wriggling my legs so that the fish won't come near my legs. haha. What a waste of money and time. Anyway, we then had dinner at this Indian restaurant there. I really have to say that the food and service there was very commendable. That's it for now.

Love,
NisA*.

Its' not that I'm neglecting my blog. It's just that I really can't find the right time to sit down and let my reflections flow down for me to type in peacefully. Anyway, there are not many updates to make.

Last Tues, I met rats for a movie date! We watched The Orphanage. The movie was recommended to me by my 1st bro. He said this the Spanish movie received many gd comments,was one of the top-rated and that it was said that " The movie is so scary that you'll have to tell yourself theat it's just a movie, it's just a movie repeatedly." I had high expectations and guess what, I was quite disappointed. I mean, I was not at all shaken or frightened aft the movie like how I usually would aft a gd horror movie. I'm not sure if it's because of rathi that I felt that way or whether the movie is just for believers. Then, we went to GH to visit her grandmother and embarrassed ourselves by using the wrong lift. Finally, we went home! End of the day, I realised that we hadn't taken a single shot, not even on our phones.

Then, on Wed and yesterday, I had my actual orientation in sch. My classmates seem nice and I hope that we'll all be closely bonded. The 1st day was really tiring and sweaty, I could see that our OGLs were really trying hard to get us excited and enjoyed themselves too. 2nd day was more happening in the sense that we were all talking to one another much more openly and got to know a little more abt each other. Oh, and I'm very glad to have found a laughing companion. Haha. I mean, I've always had zhi ling and pei jun to laugh my head off with in my previous yrs. But, now, I thought that I'll be the only one laughing for the slightest things, and that I'll be titled crazy by some of my friends. Alas!I found a great companion. Yesterday, pei ming and I were laughing together continuosly over our cheer lyrics and actions. To have a companion to laugh with makes a not-that-funny situation hilarious! Ya, I know, but I really can't control my laughter most of the times. Anyway, our performance received 3rd prize and I felt very pleased. Our efforts didn't go to waste! Before left in the evening, our seniors had prepared a surprise for us adn it was disgusting tasting drink. I finished it in two big gulps and gushed down water aft that. It was really, really, gross. Haha. I'm glad it' over!

Right now, I can't wait to get my OWN laptop. At least then, hopefully I'll become more IT savvy. Yeah.

I guess that's all for now.

Love,
NisA*.