A very, very big HELLO to all out there! Yes, I'm back, for good and sorry for the long period of negligence. Well, not really negligence actually, at least not for ALL that time. And hopefully, my blog doesn't retaliate in any way back cuz I really badly want this post to be published in one good piece. :)

To start off, the long period of MIA was because I had problems logging into my account everytime I tried and eventually got frustrated. So, finally when some time back I was trying my luck, ta-daa! I magically managed to log in. :)

Ok, just to update about my life, holidays passed by really quickly with the fasting month being an exhausting and busy month. As usual, I helped out at the mosque and shop. I think the main highlights would have been the meet-up with dearies darshi, kamesh as well as moorthy. I enjoyed myself thoroughly and once again, thank you so much guys for the presents!
Also, the meet-up with my friends from school was unforgettable. Also, once again, thank you so much girls, for the gifts and the Birthday surprise!
The Birthday dinner that my family had arranged for me by the pool side at the Tandoori Walk restaurant was another event that lingers in my memory. I enjoyed it a lot too!

Erm, I had been giving tuition to this Sec 1 boy who's actually smart and extremely rich. Thanks to his mom that I got to travel in a Mercedes-Benz for the 1st time in my Life! Yeah...it was kinda cool. That was just for a few weeks though, I'll probably be continuing next yr.

Then came deepavali business and whew! I'm so glad that that hurdle's over. I mean, as always, deepavali season is when shop's REALLY packed. I was really glad that it was my holiday perios so that I could help out for longer hours, but you know, it was really fun, just like always. I mean, all my siblings came down, along with my Parents and so, you know, it feels like you're not alone and that gave me the boost to carry on through the day. At the end of the day, when you see the satisfied smile on the customer's face, oh my, that sense of Achievment, though extremely temporary, keeps you going. Last weekend of holidays was spent visiting friends for deepavali and watching shows on tv.

Of course, ALL good things come to an end. That's when sch started and one week after that, you know what. I think it's not so bad after all! It's kind of good that sch's started again, and you get to be with your friends and enjoy lessons toghether. Yes, I have to lie to myself sometimes, it's just keeps me going. :)

And now, I'm here, blogging after a long time again.

Many things in Life are taken for granted by almost everyone. To me, things like having a company, having clean tap water that is potable are just some of the things that are taken for granted. Well, there are many more things, I believe, even bigger that other people are not appreciating. I know that at this point in life, there are certain things that I should be able to handle. And I know that I'm not being whimsical or juvenile about these things, instead I'm really serious. It's just that I don't want to face these things alone, I don't want to have to go through it single-handledly, I just need some GUIDANCE. That's ALL I ask for. I'm not even sure if I can get over it as effortlessly as others think I would. And this is because only I know what it takes from within.

There are just so many things that are bursting out in mind, but I can't seem to find the proper words to phrase them or the proper emotions to express them, let alone a composed self to share them. Yet, at least I knwo that all I can do now, is to pray...for the better. I have faith, and I'm sure I'll have the strength.

My 1st bro's not in town, and I'm really missing him.

That's all for now.

Love,
NisA