I realise that sometimes people whom you love most may not be the people whom you respect most. Likewise, people you respect most may not be the people you are most affectionate towards. Also, ironically, you may not know or be reluctant to show the person whom you love most the care andaffection you have towards them.Sometimes, its just hard to do that, you just want to look at them, have them next to you or maybe just spend time with them...doing nothing. Then again, in this fast, super fast paced world, these just can't be done. Ya, ppl say that there are actually soutions for everything. but sometimes, maybe there isn't. Or maybe the only solution is for the world to one day stop revolving...and I can carry on dreaming.

Why is it so hard to speak out your feelings sometimes, or why is it so hard to accept others' affection towards you because of some silly grudgeyou have against them. Well, egoism is just so hard to neglect, to resist. If I can, I will.

As for me, I think that time heals everything. And I really can't wait for you.

Love,
NisA