Just suddenly discerned some qns when I was on the bus the other day. I guess when life is too fast-paced and your life gets so structured to get accustomed and to suit the lifestyle, you just forget yourself. Cuz all you want to do is just to fit in. Or even, squeeze your way on through the tapering way. Then, sometime later sth strikes you... to think...just think about yourself.

Somehow rather, I feel so lost now adays.

Where am I going?
Where do I really want to go?
What is it that I really want to do?

Ya, lost questions. I realise that I've got some soul searching to do. haha. Serious. Search myself about my thoughts and reflections that I've neglected for the past...no idea. I suppose I've been too caught up with sleep and day dreams that keep me in a transed state. Then, I alight when I've reached my stop. Back to normal. Back to schedule. I need to pause. Just for some time.

Ya, I know I sound a bit , ok a lot EMO. It's just a fact I had to face.
So, sch life's been a bit ok. Today, some of my classmates and I went for some duty thing for the xiangzhi chinese chess competition. It was really a very, very different experience. No doubt it was boring watching ppl whom you don't know play a game which you know nuts about for hours. Haha. At least we had refreshments; which was manifestly the best part.
Nonetheless, it was nice to be involved in it with my classmates. :)

That's all for now.

Love,
NisA