Sunday, July 27, 2008
& it's just miie and...
The part when all seems so blue. Everything around you is just but a mist. You try as hard as you want, but just can't seem to wake up to the light that penetrates through the thick curtains shading the windows in your room. It is as if you're glued to your bed. After trying so hard, you just want to go back to sleep. When you know that you'll be living in happiness, without any worries at least in those blissful dreams that flood you when you sleep. That feeling of satisfaction of life, albeit it is all fantasy, it will make you feel like you've never felt before in your real life.
Why am I typing all these. I'm not sure. But I know that it's a feeling I've experienced at least once in my life. And if you're reading this, don't lie to yourself. I know you felt the same way when you have to get up to go to school early on Monday morning after you had a late night the previous day. I'm still experiencing so much of that tranced state and I feel so dazed nowadays. At least I know that dawn is nearby. :)
Oh ya. I'm having presentations this week and I'm feeling all jittery. Something that I seriously hate to feel. I can't wait to get it done and over with. The process of preparing is fin, nonetheless, when it comes to individual presentation especially, I tend to freak out. haha. Hopefully, everything goes fine.
Happened to come across this picture while surfing the net. I felt attracted to it at first sight. Just made me feel relaxed and I think it's beautiful.
That's all for now.
Love,
NisA
Thursday, July 24, 2008
& it's just miie and...
It has been really hectic for the past few weeks with so many things to complete, epecially overwhelming reports. At least now that so many reports are done and submitted, and presentation slides in progress, I feel so much more relieved. deep breath.
Of course, life can never be so smooth at any one time. There were some setbacks, like my friend losing a relative and she cried and cried. Me, being someone who ( unfortunately) tends to put myself in other's shoes, empathized with her, a bit too much I think. Then, I was left wondering how I'd feel if I were her. She's a whole lot better now and I'm happy for her. :)
Last night, went for dinner with my family at clarke quay. We had Sudanese food, which is apparently Indonesian food. I thought that food wasn't too bad. Anyway, I felt really nice when I went out with my family for dinner after such a loooooooooong time. haha.
I don't think I have anything much to say now.
That's it.
Love,
NisA
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
& it's just miie and...
Things just don't seem to be going smooth. I'm left wondering how tmr's going to be a better day, I'm looking forward to every passing day and to Sat. I feel relieved when in shop, no doubt my thoughts still flow back to work, but still, I enjoy my time helping out in shop, I feel like that's the only thing I have to do and I enjoy it.
Wishes come true pretty often for some and once in a blue moon for others. For me, all my wishes so far have been impossible such as hoping that school will be cancelled the next day. Haha. Ya, I guess I'm too 'practical'. Right now, I'm still wishing for the impossible :)
Anyway, yesterday suk yi and I caught a movie at Marina Square:
Narnia; Prince Caspian. duh.
Manifestly, it was one of the best movies I've seen and all the magic has exhorted me further to anticipate the coming of harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince: Part 1. We then had lunch at Pizza Hut and 2nd sis craved for
strawberry shortcake. -.- She's still a child at heart. haha.
We searched high and low and finally found it Coffee Club, but guess what. It had wine in it.
I just got her a
Chocolate Opera instead. Better sth than nth.
Journey home was packed and I suppose that bus uncles are not as self- centred as I thought when I was much younger. :)
I'm really happy for you. Go for it.
That's all for now.
Love,
NisA
